Signs of Fascism

They be all about the Republican efforts to overthrow the 2020 election and keep that piece of excrement Trump in office. All I have to say is that the majority of Americans did not vote for Trump and he lost the fucking election. But he's too big of a baby to accept defeat and continues to rant about the election being corrupt. What about 2016 big boy? You needed Russia's help and asked for it. You even gave them propriatary polling information to help their efforts in succuring your victory. Those are the facts. Fuck You Trump and all your little fascist supporters, better known as the New Republican Fascist Party.

Signs of Retirement

Yes. It's finally here. August 22nd is the big day. It's time to focus on the home front and get our house in order. Have the tools. Most of the materials. Soon I'll have the time. Looking forward to it. Counting the days. This space will soon follow suite with more postings on a regular basis. At least that's the plan. See you in August for sure. Later.

Signs of Letting Go?

Not! Trump has folks all through the government that are doing everything within their power to turn Joe Biden's presidency to shit. It wasn't enough that they broke the law while separating families at the border. Now they're trying to make what's going on there Biden's fault when in fact it was their illegal policies that created this fucking problem in the first place. A special Fuck You to Steven Miller who's diseased brain came up with the illegal policy in the first place and who continues to play a roll in demonizing Biden's attempts to return to legality. Republicans Suck At Government. All They Care About Is Power, Not Policy.

Georgia, Georgia, Why so UnDemocratic?

Republicans care not for the majority of American people voting. They care not for Representative Democracy and act in all ways like fascists. Nazis and the Alt Right find acceptance there. That is some fucked up shit Republicans. You can kiss my liberal ass.

Still Not Smoking

Yep, still no cigarettes or tobacco of any kind since 1/20/2021. 63 days total. Just sayin'.

Idiocracy All Over Again

What is it with the Republican Party's fixation with Trump? Looks like they're on their way to becoming the fascist party to me. Their agenda is increasingly anti democratic, they don't want the majority of Americans voting and they're willing to use violence to advance their "just" cause. Conspiracy fuckwits is what they're becoming, believing in their self created fantasies instead of the real world where most of us exist. Willfully ignorant pieces of excrement that are too stupid to know how fucking stupid they are. `

Signs of Change

I had my last cigarette on 1/20/2021. I was so relieved that we still had a Democracy here in America that I used that energy to help me end an addiction I've had for more 45 years. It's been surprisingly easy so far. Severe feelings of loss lasting up to a minute are happening less and less with each day. There were several yesterday. Only one so far today. My lungs are starting to clean up what they can and my blood pressure is a tad lower. I've gained around 15 pounds but I'm not really worried about that aspect of quitting. If I can do one then I can do the other too. Loosing weight is my next target anyway.

Happy Valentine's Day

One day after Republican Senators once again fail their duty to the constitution of these United States. Who cares how many American lives he has prematurely ended during his presidency? Our Republican Senators don't. 5 more deaths on top of the 400,000 plus his mismanagement of our Covid~19 responce has already caused is nothing to them. Let's not let that piece of human garbage hold office again is all I ask and they can't even do that. Chicket shit pieces of useless fucking humanity. All they care about is power, not policy. Fuck all 43 of them who voted not to convict. May you pay for your perfidity.

Signs of Karma and Covid~19

Does he really have it? Or this a ploy towards throwing a wrench in our elections? He's generating more chaos by the hour on social media and across the country in general. Over 200,000 Americans have died due to this virus and Trump's attitude throughout has been dismissive of the danger this virus poses. Now he's possibly infected. Considering his behavior and the lives lost because of it, I'm having difficulty feeling any empathy for his fate. I was thinking that this would happen as I believed it to be inevitable. I'm still in shock.

More Signs of Anxiety

Fires. More each year. So far we've been lucky although more than half of Lake County has burned in the last few years. Now the highway is closed South of Middletown and it's starting to feel like it's closing in. We're in Nice and you can't see the lake from our house for the smoke. What a year 2020 has been so far. I'm working from home and waking up thankful for each new day despite what comes my way. There's always tomorrow.

Signs of Anxiety

I have a history of anxiety issues and I’ve made great progress in addressing them over the last decade or so. Which is good considering that all of us here in America are currently subject a major anxiety producing event we affectionately call a pandemic. Between that, Black Lives Matter and the Alt Right Nazis, I’m anxiety ridden all over again. At least now there are some concrete reasons for that anxiety. Covid~19 is on fire in America making us the #1 Hot Spot in the world for virus infections. >No more Federal funding for Covid~19 testing according to the White House. >The White House has bypassed the CDC and now collects all of the data from the pandemic directly. >The Pandemic will just disappear according to Trump. >Armed Federal officers with unmarked vans picking up random protesters and taking them to unknown locations in Portland. >The White House tells us that they are targeting liberally run (read Democratic run) cities like Chicago or Milwaukee with their goon squads next. >The 1st Amendment is being ignored throughout these Black Lives Matter protests as peaceful protesters are being conflated with violent anarchists and targeted. Every time I wear a mask I’m reminded of how fucked up things are during these pandemic times here in America. What increases my anxiety is the never ending chaos fomented by our current President as he single handedly brings Democracy to its knees. Republicans Suck At Government.

Signs of the Times

We live in interesting times. Here in Lake County, California, I watch from a safe distance as America is pulled apart by hatred and fear. Now add The Virus and Black Lives Matter protests. It's difficult for me to comprehend what life is like in the cities. Here in the sticks we can limit our contact with the outside world rather easily. Not so in the big cities. Here you can feel like you have more control over how much I'm exposed to The Virus. Unfortunately, many here in Lake County feel that masks are not needed. Some stores do not enforce nor encourage wearing masks. Those stores lose my business. That's an easy way for me to reduce my exposure to inconsiderate pieces of shit who complain about their rights being violated by being forced to wear a mask. You know, pussies. Happy 4th Everyone!

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Signs of COVID~19

Just dropped Nancy off at the emergency room and here I am back home alone. There are no visitors allowed. They'll call me in an hour or two. Found that out the hard way when I went to follow her into the ER. She took her back out several days ago and this morning the pain went through the roof. Her left side was drooping although her speech was fine but it was bad enough to warrant the drive to the ER. Glad we didn't know about the separation before hand. She was hard enough to convince that it was ER time. I'll be back with more once I get that call.

Signs That Republicans Suck at Government

The last 2 Republican presidents have faced disaster during their terms. 9/11 belongs to Bush all the way. The previous administration's warnings were ignored and we all know what happened next. Now there's Trump. He eliminated an agency put into place by Obama after Ebola knocked on our door to handle exactly the kind of emergency we are now facing. Now he's failing to provide the leadership that will save lives and instead acts as if this is all about him. He refuses to take responsibility for the Federal Government's poor response to this emergency. Now hundreds of thousands of Americans will needlessly die- because your Republican president has his head up his ass. His unsuitability for the office of President of the United States should have been obvious to anyone with enough brains to fill a shot glass and I know you all got more brains than that. To my way of thinking, all Republicans share the blame for what happens in the next few weeks as the number of deaths from this virus rise. Republicans suck at government.

Signs of an Uncommon Cold

Welcome to the new world. A killer cold and a failing president are combining in very special ways to make our lives more interesting. I am not entertained.

The Sign of AT&T

Here's a rundown of a customer services issue that AT&T handled in their own special way. I get a few shots in towards Earthlink but they're more of a side note. It's December 24th, 2019 and it is, the 3rd day into our exclusion from the Internet thanks to AT&T's wonderful customer service. We called in about slow service. We did the “check the modem” dance and they scheduled a tech to come on December 14th. This was the 11th. They said he or she would call first to make sure we were home. No call. No show. No follow up. On the 16th I let them know under no uncertain terms that someone needed to come by, no appointment needed. That apparently isn't an option that they have access to. No calls. No visiting AT&T repair man. Then my Internet and phone died in the early morning of December 22nd. I used our emergency cell phone to give them a call. We had a long conversation where I told them that I was ready to switch deck chairs on the Titanic and go back to Media com but I'm pretty sure that they missed the reference. It's a cultural thing. Anyway the end result was that the soonest they can get someone here is the 29th. No calls from family wishing us a Merry Christmas. No Netfix. No Utube. No e-mail. Can't track my Amazon purchases to insure that they have arrived safely. So I wait impatiently for that promised day when the AT&T technician is scheduled to come and restore my services. If they miss this appointment I won't be too upset because I'm expecting them to fail me once again. I'd go back to Media.com but they failed me previously and I was without service for nearly a month before I switched to AT&T. I had experienced AT&T's indifference to their customers needs but they were the only alternative in our area at that time. So as near as I can figure, AT&T has severed all connections between their service call centers and their technicians in the field. The call center was unable to place an open order to repair my service. They were forced to schedule me out through their appointment system. I was lead to understand that there was no alternative available to them. They were invariably polite even though I made my displeasure obvious. No person that I spoke with except one had a name I could understand after they said it and it was obvious that English was not their primary language. I had no issues understanding them though and they had no issues understanding me but this has been an issue with my wife as her hearing is not the best. I can only conclude that AT&T has contrived this cavernous hole in their customer service system by design. The remotely situated call center is one of the main ingredients. They obviously don't care about their customers unless their late with their payment so I've made arrangements with another internet provider. Earthlink gets my business this time. Maybe they'll keep me happy (or at least satisfied) for more than 3 years but I'm not counting on it. So far I'm getting the feeling that they are as distant as AT&T. I'm still waiting for a text from their affiliate to set up an installation date and it's been 2 days but you can be damn sure they got their money already. Merry Christmas indeed.

12/25/2020

Merry Christmas everyone. No changes on the home front. Still no internet or phone but that was expected. No text from the Earthlink installer but that was also expected. After all, it is Christmas Day. My brother will be coming over for dinner and he'll bring his mobile modem so that I can connect for a short while. At least I'll be able to update my family on our situation and wish them a Merry Christmas electronically. We sent cards but who knows if they made it to their destinations this busy time of year in a timely fashion. That's all for now. Time to get ready for a wonderful afternoon. Looks like Earthlink will be here the 27th to connect me once more with the world at large. Still miffed that they didn't text but that means when/if AT&T gets here the 29th, I'll be able to make a dramatic presentation of returning their equipment. Better not get my hopes up though and remember that AT&T employees are not the target of my wrath. After all 'tis the season.

12/27/2020

It's 3 PM Friday the 27th of December and Earthlink has yet to show up. Their call center called this morning to see if I got their text. Nope, no text. How about our e-mails? Hard to know because I have no internet service and we do not have a smart phone. Then they tell me that it may be an AT&T service truck that shows up for the installation because Earthlink has contracted with AT&T. Now I'm fairly sure that I'm just switching deck chairs on the Titanic. Wonderful. It's 10 PM and I still have no internet. No call. Nada. The grand kids arrived though so I've been too busy to think about it much. Now that I am thinking about it I'd have to say that I'm not angry anymore. Disappointed? Yes.

12/28/2020

It's Saturday morning on the 28th of December and I can get no satisfaction. Called Earthlink and was told that they're sorry they missed their installation appointment, Then they told me that they didn't do installs on the weekend and would call me Monday to set up another appointment time. I let them know that they were skating on thin ice in not so many words. I brought up AT&T's lack of service and compared their same lack of follow through as equally egregious. Hope they put that in their notes. Next I called AT&T to confirm my service appointment for tomorrow. Never did talk to a human and eventually got stuck in a loop where the recorded voice/robot asked if I wanted to change or cancel my appointment and I told them “No”. After repeating that step several times I hung up hoping that I hadn't just canceled my appointment. Words fail me. Time to go chop some wood. Another wonderful morning in Northern California. Finished chopping wood and was enjoying a smoke on our front porch.. It's now 3:30 PM and I just watched an AT&T service truck roll by our house. If I'd have seen him soon enough I could have run out in the street and waved him over. I sat on the porch after he passed wondering if he was turning around to fix our connection. Guess that's too much to expect. After all, our appointment is for tomorrow. After a while you just get a helpless feeling about your chances of getting to your e-mails before there are several hundred to go through. Netflix would have been nice to entertain the grand kids in the evenings while they're here. I'm wondering how long this rage engendering process will take to finally come to a conclusion. If AT&T shows up tomorrow and gets us back online I may tell Earthlink to take a flying leap and cancel their order. Since they contract with AT&T I'm hoping to get some insights from their technician tomorrow. If they even show up. If I keep AT&T it will only be until I find a viable alternative to these large, out of touch corporations. Unfortunately there are few alternatives in this economically depressed area.